19.9.08

finally i'm sooo happy. my most scariest subject to study in skool is finally over.
i've actually overcome my fear. well done to myself!!! hooray! now i've to strike for my goal of wat
i've always wanted to be. i must set my target and chiong for it. dun have to be paiseh.
i got to regain my confidence and therefore i'll do well.

school school school. i'm kind of slackin away these few weeks. i really can't be bothered studyin anymore. i do noe dat education is important. but if my interest is not dere, how am i suppose to have the heart to study. it's not like i do not study but it is just some teachers i dislike. i go to school, especially maths, stupid teacher just wouldn't teach. i was wonderin, if he doesn't noe how to explain or totally doesn't have the qualification to teach. although he said he has a major science certificate blah blah blah. but trust me, he just couldn't teach. i dun fully blame him for dat. but i kinda got furious about one thing. i'm movin school and wantin him to sign something. but he said "he has no authority, watsoever." wat sort of teacher r u! u should have authority to sign it. ur my teacher! but anyways, i'm over it now.

sometimes i really really wonder when will i ever have a life dat does not consist of boringness. although, i've always wantin to seek for love. but as to others, bein a teenager and focusin too much on love is kind of a bad thing. which i agree with it. although i've no boyfriend b4, but always wish i could one day experience it. but it seems like people who have love, kind of get caught up with relationship problems and stress. i definately wouldn't want myself to be caught up in this situation. hopefully nvr will ever meet this problem. but i've to say, it's unavoidable.

today was not too bad for me, i suppose. i went to apply for another skool
hopin to be able to get in for next yr. God pls help me to get into this skool.
although the lady said i'm still on a waitin list, but she also said i've a chance of gettin into this skool.
the skool i'm currently in, is just like horrible for me. well not too bad i suppose. but still,
some people are just unreasonable.