30.12.08

new year is approaching in two days.
i'm so bored as now i'm still having my school holidays.
although i'm bored, but i wish that i would never need to go to school.
of course everybody hates school.
but because of the world so greedy for wealth and living.
living = money
money = education.
therefore eduaction plays a major event in everyone's life.
although it can be stressful at times, but a little suffering is required.

19.9.08

finally i'm sooo happy. my most scariest subject to study in skool is finally over.
i've actually overcome my fear. well done to myself!!! hooray! now i've to strike for my goal of wat
i've always wanted to be. i must set my target and chiong for it. dun have to be paiseh.
i got to regain my confidence and therefore i'll do well.

school school school. i'm kind of slackin away these few weeks. i really can't be bothered studyin anymore. i do noe dat education is important. but if my interest is not dere, how am i suppose to have the heart to study. it's not like i do not study but it is just some teachers i dislike. i go to school, especially maths, stupid teacher just wouldn't teach. i was wonderin, if he doesn't noe how to explain or totally doesn't have the qualification to teach. although he said he has a major science certificate blah blah blah. but trust me, he just couldn't teach. i dun fully blame him for dat. but i kinda got furious about one thing. i'm movin school and wantin him to sign something. but he said "he has no authority, watsoever." wat sort of teacher r u! u should have authority to sign it. ur my teacher! but anyways, i'm over it now.

sometimes i really really wonder when will i ever have a life dat does not consist of boringness. although, i've always wantin to seek for love. but as to others, bein a teenager and focusin too much on love is kind of a bad thing. which i agree with it. although i've no boyfriend b4, but always wish i could one day experience it. but it seems like people who have love, kind of get caught up with relationship problems and stress. i definately wouldn't want myself to be caught up in this situation. hopefully nvr will ever meet this problem. but i've to say, it's unavoidable.

today was not too bad for me, i suppose. i went to apply for another skool
hopin to be able to get in for next yr. God pls help me to get into this skool.
although the lady said i'm still on a waitin list, but she also said i've a chance of gettin into this skool.
the skool i'm currently in, is just like horrible for me. well not too bad i suppose. but still,
some people are just unreasonable.

i've got work for a week, full time. waa...so tirin u noe...but i kind of enjoy dat kind of feeling of workin.
buahahaas...i noe it's weird, but trust me, its kind of fun. everybody is there to care and look after u. well
maybe not all companies will be the same environment like me. but i'm really happy that the company i'm in now,
is treatin me good. tyty for all pplz who has cared for me in the workplace environment. okie okie, next week i've to kick myself bac into studyin. studyin...hmmm...okie..i'll talk till here...

exams are finally over...but stress keeps on piling on top of me...
i tried to release my stress but it still keeps havin more and more fan nao.
term 3 finally started, but i'm not quite able to cope up with the things surroundin me
i tried to catch up but seems so far away from everyone else.
i told myself it's okie but it just couldnt be control well...sometimes it felt like i'm goin to explode.

Ahhhhh...four more weeks till my exams....so dead...i always fail in class, it's so hard for me to pass...but i do hope that these exams i will pass...and pass with flyin colours, buahahaas

Haiz...Term 2 started le...one week had just pass...not too bad, as the teachers haven't give that much homework yet, it will be horrible if there are homeworks. The worst thing is that i don't even get the question and don't know what the answer is. Hate it when it happen. Some teachers are nice, while some aren't that nice.

at last is skool holidays, not too bad, but the bad thing is dat the teacher expects me to read finish a novel dat had been provided. to be finished by 2 weeks, i can't read such a thick novel within dat period of time. sian man, thought skool holidays is meant for major relaxing, but it de end, still soooo tired...so many hws and works to be catched up, pplz r just 2 competitive. haiz...dere's nth dat can be done, if my brain is blank minded, some more the worst thin is dat, i hate chemistry. it's so hard to pass chemistry. its like a non stop thin, of cuz la, next term will be studyin physics, but then term 3 chemistry again, wa laus...i probably would have forgotten all the chemistry things...

Library

Haiz...

the public library, the computer internet can't work.
everyday after skool, is so borin for me,
usually i'll watch youtube but then now is broken down,
so sad, got to find a way to pass my time.
life is so hard and of course tough as well...
always can't get my own way,
dat's for sure,

ta-ta pplz for now

Full Of Assignments 30th March 2008

I have so many assignments and homeworks. Haiz...just too hard to cope la...

Assignments

Society & Environment
English
Child Care
Maths (Coming Up)

Homework

Short Story Qns (ans in paragraphs)
Science

Tests

Society & Environment
Maths
Science(End of Term)

wo ai zhang dong liang

My favourite actor/singer: Zhang Dong Liang

aka Nicholas Teo

Always will be my No.1 lover!!!

Long weekend

YES! at last it's the long weekend, at least have a short break is always good.
except i still always have to do my assignments and all those stressful homework...
especially chemistry is just too hard to be able to cope with.
i'll be havin my maths test straight after easter, which is pretty hard
as my knowledge is definately hitting zero.

Phew...

Manage to pass the first part of the science test.
I've got 8/15...although just pass...but not too bad.
Easter is comin up...Yipee!!!
Today had free dress day, it's part of raising money.
It's kool, it feels so American style of schooling...hehehe

Always wished for!

I always hope that high school would be exactly the same as the movie "High School Musical". It would be seriously fun if we actually will be able to wear our own clothes, be ourselves, and get to sing in school all day long. It's a perfectly great idea. But it wouldn't be possible to fulfill it. As school has rules. It will be great if your able to be friends with everyone. When u have nice people around u. It would definately be great. If you have nasty people around u, u won't feel the joy in u. Trust me on that.

High School

First day of high school was pretty frightening to me. I didn't have any friends I know. Few weeks later, I hang out with this group. I was the only asian, but that didn't matter much. We had lots of fun and does things together all the time. During the holidays, we will meet up at the cinema to watch a movie. We had some unkool teachers, but life still heads forward. Especially, time flies real fast these days. I still had some friends in Primary school. During the school holidays, I will go visit them. But not quite often, as it is pretty troublesome to walk 2.5km to the primary school at such a hot weather. Some of them said that they will be going to the same school as me. I was pretty happy to hear that. I passed all my subjects and things were going just fine. Except I didn't quite like all my teachers, as they were so lazy to teach. Government school is a total different compared to private school. I mean seriously, we pay money to study not to muck around and waste time in school.

3 Years Old

I remember when I was 3 years old, I went to Sydney. Went to Dreamworld, and get to sit on this dolphin thing, where my parents had to push me. Hahahahas. Just too fun to be playing non-stop. I just love playing non stop. I wonder why...I guess everybody is the same. Playing is the first thing you can think in your mind.

One day in Sydney, my brother wanted to sit on the horse, then my mum ask me whether I want to sit or not. Then at first I say yes, then I say no, because looking up at the horse, compared to my size. It is like 4 times taller than me. Just too scary. But then I regretted not sitting. I'm just so weird at that time. Thinking about it now. I really wish I did sit on the horse.

My favourite Life!

My favourite place is Singapore. I was born there and I grew up there until I went to Australia.

The Beginning:

I live in Singapore for 11 years. Love the environment, my family and friends. I thought everything is just so perfect for me. Everything is just base on studying in Singapore. Although I look weird in my uniform, but I still feel the joy in me. Yipeee!!! Being with friends is just the most amazing thing. I thought friends is the most important thing in my life when I'm schooling. Of course not to forget God and family. But everything is nice nice nice. Food in Singapore, is yummy, Things they sell are cute and adorable. Clothes are very fashionable. After finishing Primary 4, I went to Australia to stay and study. Time do flies fast. No Joke.

I've got 2 best friends in Singapore. They are just so kool. We have been best friends since 4 years old. We met at nursery. Fun! All I remember in Singapore during nursery was, I always do colouring and sing songs. You know how boys, when they're not mature, they are very playful...well they went into my bag, and whoa...they stole my cornflakes!!! I love cornflakes and who ever took them without permission is very very bad. But funny thing was that, they don't know how to open them. Hehe...funny but in the end they tried to open it, it spill everywhere on the floor, which the cornflakes become dirty. But yet they insist of eating them. So I join them. What can I do? I'm only 4 years old. So stupid of me. Then my teacher called my mum up, and my mum quickly rush to the PAP and saw me eating from the floor. Hehe, think about it makes me crack up.

Life from the Start

Started new school. Now in High School. I've made some new friends, but at lunch and recess, I hang around by myself. In my previous school, life was beautiful but then slowly turned into a tragic thing. People do change and we can't stop that for sure. Here is my story walking step by step and trying to get stronger each step I walked.