11.7.09

it was meant to be 11.7.09. but i was kind of lazy to update wat i'm up to. practically spent my whole time doing smth else. hehe. anyways. i went out to watch movie. movie is ice age 3, not too bad. pretty funny actually. my life is so boring and meaningless. i'm waiting for God to put a miracle on me. been prayin and praying, just have to wait for the answer. hmmm, actually "love" could replace everything. as long as u find a companion, i think the word 'bored' will not appear in ur head dat often as u think it wud be.

我的心你道的懂不懂?

6.7.09

hmmm...confessin ur love to a boy is such a hard thing to do. how i wish my life was like xiang qin in ISWAK. confessing ur love to a boy needs lots of courage. i often wonder wat would be the outcome if i really does confess. would i be rejected? looks like i would really get rejected bah. scare of rejection dats why dont dare to express. love, L-O-V-E, the word love, is such a powerful word. where everyone depends of it. some cant feel the love, some do.

25/2/09

haiz...life is just so tough.
school school school...i hate school so much.
wantin to fit in but it's hard to fit in.
true friends hard to find.
ming ku ming ku.
everyday cry but also no use.
like this guy but i dun think he even like me at all.
we nvr even talk, well only 5 words. but it's hopeless.
decided to hang out with myself only. but still no peace.
cuz teacher thought i was alone but i'm happy to be alone.

school startin soon...sooo sian.
i dun feel like goin to school yet.
sad sad...schoolbag also sooo heavy.
dunno why need to bring so many books.
some more never provide lockers.
lockers r limited. waaa....